.♥.

there's no point of being depressed,
with or without, life must go on.
i am strong...
i am..
i will.

.♥.

missin u..

spaghetti loop of "Life"

boot sectors are down,
memory usage burns,
accessibility hangs,
disabled structured operation
through frequent crashing
and processor intrusions
now unable handle exception.
fed by zeros and ones,
pushed by procedures and routines,
journalizing new instructions
in ext4 filesystems.
for new operating system
minimizing bugs and trojans
and flush some obsolete commands.
with every queue delay instance,
be reading your data compilation
and help this ocular lens
be impenetrable by infections.
to jam and freeze the keys from
automated and redundantly pressing " :(( "

-0 ^_^ 0- a year round music for 2011

Days swiftly come and go
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions, they stir
The sun is gone
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

(Wish) cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old
They bend, they fold
And so do I to a new love

Did you think that I would cry
On the phone?
Do you know what it feels like
Being alone?
I'll find someone new

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

Bury me
You thought your problems were gone
Carry me
Away, away, away

(Swing) Swing, swing
From the tangles of (swing, swing, swing)
My heart (my heart) is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way to carry on again?

sad thoughts

hate is indescribable feeling
a thought that swallows the being
whether fallen or have risen
nothing matters, unwilling to listen
blinded and tricked with sound maiden
lifeless now and has no meaning
hope desired and love dreaming
nothing, all crumbled and beaten
all sad thoughts will be living
as a curse on life never have been
will hate and will always hating

one day for a lifetime

................

words are not faithful
tend to break and fool
lies are so thoughtful
always reminds my soul

aren't you ashamed?
are you that naive?
aren't you loved?
or you're just stupid?

................

life that begun @ september

lets close our eyes
held each others hands
levitate our souls
leave our carnal walls
mellow dances and warm cuddles
on our innermost emotions
with reality's promised sweetness
your lap, my head wanted to rest
hand on heart, groping words it beats
on my head, pulsating my thoughts
believing on "trust me" words
i do, proving it with your actions
with the love your heart pours
and care your hand's caresses
with you, to close til open my eyes
sweetest smiles painted on this face
and heart cuddling yours
where everything is timeless
touching your hair, your face
lovely nose and petite lips
always love your presence
with your silly reactions
every time we're caught in tensions
aligning our unparalleled thoughts
with your smiles that slays
and jokes this mind says
your pretty love and cares
gives me warmth and resting place
where every being of my darkness cease