tuesday puzzle

13th...
exhausted, cranky, pressured
silent, busy, unstable thoughts
codes, reports, travian, "her" especially
accoustics, tear drops, sighs, heartbeats
keys, buttons, pointer pads, her pics

(think..)

pissed off, grainy flowing affection felt
endurance drips, soul's descending
head low, dizzy and swirling down

sighs again

need to finish this
already feeling dizzy
loosing my senses
tired, tolerance is low
care isn't given a chance
rest is all i want now
darkness intend to lay upon
silence longs to hug me
just a fake smile
its all i can do right now
a sudden laugh
to a inexpressive period.

30 mins down to 14th
feeling better now
a 13th sickness
a nearly good nap fixed me up
plus a good smoke and coffee
never mind dinner
havent thought much of it
as i opened the gateway
messages struck my settling point
whispers from a single person
toast me up, flew me again.
she's a goddess
every stroke her mind
breaks or boosts my vulnerability
closing my eyes again
as thoughts encircles you
swirling around like a wind
weaving darkness to warm me up
figuring out senses
to touch which is wrong or right
hmmmnn
another thought to linger on


a last edit for the post
maybe..

"i love you.."