i wept

should i sleep?
must have i shunned?
rush of being betrayed,
gnashing of tortured hope,
emotionally whored,
amplified hatred,
soul wished be burned
consuming cries screamed,
wept words from cursed
aphrodite of all undeserved.
crumbled realm succumbed,
a fake joy's aftermath.
from deception was consoled
fidelity godly played
hallucinated faith,
false fate on sight
unacceptable promises dazed
a fallen being , condemned.
a vile spirited droid.
captivated and crippled