Saturday, April 17, 2010

purple saturday

lovely purple shades my day
a tint of blue and a ray
of red twisted then fray
friction morphed me to fay
hearts magical beat says
you painted my ways
silent affection stays
so as with pain that pays
thus these red and blue sways
from yellow it turned to gray
just a reach from our bay
and time you need to lay
someday, this i always pray

....

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

tuesday puzzle

13th...
exhausted, cranky, pressured
silent, busy, unstable thoughts
codes, reports, travian, "her" especially
accoustics, tear drops, sighs, heartbeats
keys, buttons, pointer pads, her pics

(think..)

pissed off, grainy flowing affection felt
endurance drips, soul's descending
head low, dizzy and swirling down

sighs again

need to finish this
already feeling dizzy
loosing my senses
tired, tolerance is low
care isn't given a chance
rest is all i want now
darkness intend to lay upon
silence longs to hug me
just a fake smile
its all i can do right now
a sudden laugh
to a inexpressive period.

30 mins down to 14th
feeling better now
a 13th sickness
a nearly good nap fixed me up
plus a good smoke and coffee
never mind dinner
havent thought much of it
as i opened the gateway
messages struck my settling point
whispers from a single person
toast me up, flew me again.
she's a goddess
every stroke her mind
breaks or boosts my vulnerability
closing my eyes again
as thoughts encircles you
swirling around like a wind
weaving darkness to warm me up
figuring out senses
to touch which is wrong or right
hmmmnn
another thought to linger on


a last edit for the post
maybe..

"i love you.."

Saturday, April 10, 2010

a kiss for u

thinkin of you..
almost forgetting daily routines..
... my real word.
walking around,
doing things,
daily thoughts,
... using my heart not my logical reasons.
im messed up,
totally dwelling within your realm.
i love you.
i love you..
i love you...
rhythm keeps on..
pumping these messages
circulating on my veins
rushing through my brain.
God i fell deeply, unhurt.
but with scars from the past.
giving me nightmares
troubling my sleep
on this waters beneath.
heart rests on you.
soul embraces you.
these words are not enough,
thoughts are incomplete,
intellectual conversion of this emotions
needs an infinite mind of reasons
to tell you how i love you.
how i longed to say these to you.
and make you feel the love i do,
settled.. in peace...
with you.

your pains and me

i prefer to be a sinner then.
i'm reaching out my hand as a friend,
but hatred with self-pity made you stunned
now, im waiting for my smile's respond.
im your friend..
i'll stand beside you and make you laugh.
grab you up if your down,
tap your shoulders when leading to nowhere.
just stay focus on your track
keep you heart and spirit up
walk your journey with freedom
as i do to mine...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

there he screams...

with the tune of halik ni hudas.
munching every bytes and codes,
killing every village and troops
berserker marching, insanely they seems.
babbling under water
pulling all the nerve
sweating out black ink.
hahahaha am i bleeding?
with blazing eyes
hazy faced on moonlight
leading a throng of shadows
cutting every soul enlightened
dissolving all life forms of love
creating menace and hatred.
marching under the cloak of darkness.
wind hushes a fading devil screams..