mimpi indah

darkness brooch the room
each pulse on same rhythm
hushing hearts in silence
touches took sanity's absence
took my sight with those eyes
and sweetest smile that slays
meeting beyond ruling boundaries
joy in every thin chances
to love and give other's caress
choking the fast dripping time to pass
to dwell the greatest among emotions
swirl around, dance along its trails
holding tight on each others hands
and breathe and fill the voidness
sparked the dream among the dreams

moment of silence

sleep to death
to cease my hate
to change the fate
a life to keep

i wept

should i sleep?
must have i shunned?
rush of being betrayed,
gnashing of tortured hope,
emotionally whored,
amplified hatred,
soul wished be burned
consuming cries screamed,
wept words from cursed
aphrodite of all undeserved.
crumbled realm succumbed,
a fake joy's aftermath.
from deception was consoled
fidelity godly played
hallucinated faith,
false fate on sight
unacceptable promises dazed
a fallen being , condemned.
a vile spirited droid.
captivated and crippled

darkness' cry

gasping air to breathe
falling on endless pit
tangled emotions cried
to subdue some guilt
all twisted regrets freed
dashing downward beneath
fair heaven's twilight
beamed upon, grappled
to each strand of hope
struggling for a lift

entitled... hush

nothing to prove whose fault
nor why did it went through that
never ending discussion and agreement
wrapping up the day on the last tick
emotions run dry purging the thought
of those imbalanced disagreement
and incumbent immense conflict
cutting the life vein on this hand
soothing the ascending misery of faith
groping for remaining blood to drip
as these dried leaves pricks these aged feet
is breathing still worth a seat?
to live and believe desolation to deplete?
conquered a third of life, still damned
seemingly all of the purpose had left
whistling winds emboss life into a rigid rock
as tuned haunting dreams are blown like dried sand
decorated all the past neatly on this lifeless track

as rain cried tonight

one lonely night over the skies
covered by tickled uncertainties
sprinkling your scent with cold breeze
swaying every emotions this heart could seize
thinking of silence breaking to appease
have i not given the love and kiss
nor the care and presence even miles away of seas
doped with fear and hungered you much more like feast
unfaithful am i? or just playful to please?
closing my eyes, for now til sorrow depletes.

in a perfect dream

starring at her portrait as
a lovely star amongst
on vast screen of heavenly bodies
and plain black sky where she lies.
meeting beyond boundaries
attaching each heart into solace
from evolution divided by religions
the pain kept the humid tear flows
wall that projected thoughts
on an amid astral activities
right hand on her left touches
my left to her right and my nose to hers
smiling and reading from the eyes
of what's being scribed inside each hearts
decoding the each encrypted actions
finely stored and locked from any harms
hoping this glass wall in between be into pieces
shattered, coined us freedom for a masterpiece
a new generation's edge from lifetime blindness
awaken, all hopes packed into one wholeness
running with heartbeats consoled from smiles
on your portrait, a dream, a love to be in tears