.♥.

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

.♥.

"Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik
At tulad ko rin ang iyong pananabik
Makita ang dating kanlungan
Tahanan ng ating tula at pangarap
Ngayon ay naglaho na
Saan hahanapin pa?"




sa bawat yapak ng bukas,
anino'y kayakap ng iyong bakas.
duyan nang iyong kahulugan
ang buhay na aking kulungan.
sa bawat sulyap sa kanluran
kasabay mga bulong ng ating kahapon.
mga namuong pangarap'y dumadampi
sa bawat luhang nananaghoy sa ngiti'y nakakubli.
tumitigil ang lahat ng katwiran
sa t'wing alaala'y sasaglit at ako'y hahagkan
at sa bawat hinaharap na hininga'y
kalungkuta't aninong tumatangis yayakapi't siyang aagapay.

:'(

Blue Valentine

a sad story of a rebound lover turned to husband, tragic and inconsiderate.

late

it was then that temper has risen
and moment has blinded you to listen
i know it was not right to keep you waiting
but with this test i can do nothing
your stares together with your silence
coldness that i couldn't bear within
sat at the corner, til i ran out of patience
i didn't mean to, and thinking i mustn't have been
i'm sorry, really sorry, next time no more waitin
thank you for listening, and the little book you've given
helped us alot and drove us away from colliding
mem-umur? the freaking stare? things that made us laughing
few hours that made us a day, completely as i am wishing

the candle

with the immense silent darkness
one courageous candle rippled its flares
lighting up the vacuumed space
showing how wonderful it is
to be seen on light's shades
how interesting it is
to be known with light's flames

with the totally knitted shadows
the candle stood up and glows
casting hues on the infinite walls
incarnated glistening smiles
reminding and teaching the basics
of life, of love, of the realities
and dwindling life and soul's hopelessness

cookie monster

sweet as a butter cookie
living life happily
with thoughts of being silly
paints smiles to his honey
uneven moods others would see
filling the day with talks so lovely
dreamed remaining life to be happy
funny in ways he don't seemed to be
just to complete the day of his honey
teasing and laughing from the jealousy
play with temper's mood nicely
and sway the emotions soothly
a warm cuddle moving their hearts closely
with sparkling eyes blushes the scenery
resting their hands together warmly
and paint a slow paced chuckle to end the day.

past server 1

i did not existed all along
i wasn't there where i thought i belonged

"what will i lose? i wont lose something i dont have or never had. do what makes you happy. don't use me as a reason for what you do..."

duped, taunted, laughed at, disowned
my belief now, can't do anything about it
because it is as simple as doesn't care, all along.

:) i'll just paint a smile to remember those things.