constant heart dips on my blood's
equivalent to ripples of emotions.
keeps me breathing and be controlled.
stilled heartbeat subtle logic casted
diminishing the sequencial ripples.
blown a new being from unstable changes.
settling its chemical structure to a new me
reviving the old wholeness longed to be.
pouring exquisite additives with tender shakes
purifying all the anger and hates.
process needs patience and faith.
for a fortified heart, denying every bait.
with her genius mind and unquenching charm
be molding a rested heart close to perfection.
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
senseless heartbeat
you came as a goddess of the wind.
chilly, densed and foreign scented.
swirling around having fun.
unnoticed, i was with you.
mortal came handed me to you.
whats with you im not aware
as one of those goddess
your every word is a law.
my shield trembled,
but my temper raised.
shut your eyes to me,
but still can hear you.
that mortal came and touched me.
delivered your word and gratitude.
he was a medium, a peace keeper.
clashing reaction seized.
uncloaked myself from you.
voiced whatever my mind tells.
with your words, you lifted me.
and unveiled yourself on me.
swirled around me, having fun
its bad, my heart came to speak
but i turned my back on you
heart's pushed to darkness.
i need to be away, its bad
my heart feels comfort with you.
he rhymed with your heartbeat.
but it shouldnt be.
you sob, its bad i havent closed my eyes.
saw your heart's cry, guilty, i froze
touched and cuddled you in my arms.
feeling sorry, i'll not leave you anymore.
at every night we touch each others hand.
one time you whispered you love me.
and my heart blushed, i love you too.
smiled all through the night, hearts beat together.
unaware of what's next,
or when we will be one.
just closed my eyes and feel you
swirl with you, with your voice.
with how you shared your life
and every smiles you do and laughters.
with who you are, and how we are.
till my mind and heart will be settled to sleep.
chilly, densed and foreign scented.
swirling around having fun.
unnoticed, i was with you.
mortal came handed me to you.
whats with you im not aware
as one of those goddess
your every word is a law.
my shield trembled,
but my temper raised.
shut your eyes to me,
but still can hear you.
that mortal came and touched me.
delivered your word and gratitude.
he was a medium, a peace keeper.
clashing reaction seized.
uncloaked myself from you.
voiced whatever my mind tells.
with your words, you lifted me.
and unveiled yourself on me.
swirled around me, having fun
its bad, my heart came to speak
but i turned my back on you
heart's pushed to darkness.
i need to be away, its bad
my heart feels comfort with you.
he rhymed with your heartbeat.
but it shouldnt be.
you sob, its bad i havent closed my eyes.
saw your heart's cry, guilty, i froze
touched and cuddled you in my arms.
feeling sorry, i'll not leave you anymore.
at every night we touch each others hand.
one time you whispered you love me.
and my heart blushed, i love you too.
smiled all through the night, hearts beat together.
unaware of what's next,
or when we will be one.
just closed my eyes and feel you
swirl with you, with your voice.
with how you shared your life
and every smiles you do and laughters.
with who you are, and how we are.
till my mind and heart will be settled to sleep.
Thursday, March 4, 2010
amf
i love her but i dumped her..
look how foolish i am..
tsk tsk
this is what im tellin.
crossing borders would be a mess,
sumthing that would tremble my reality.
splitting my being, soul departing the flesh.
tsk ouch..
not much emotions, not too much.
coz i need to.
creepy unseen evolutions,
and im turnin more than a freak i was.
tsk.
what a "Friday" it is..
i'll hold on you..
wait for you.
im sorry for the foolish deeds.
look how foolish i am..
tsk tsk
this is what im tellin.
crossing borders would be a mess,
sumthing that would tremble my reality.
splitting my being, soul departing the flesh.
tsk ouch..
not much emotions, not too much.
coz i need to.
creepy unseen evolutions,
and im turnin more than a freak i was.
tsk.
what a "Friday" it is..
i'll hold on you..
wait for you.
im sorry for the foolish deeds.
in a car crash.. tsk tsk badly wounded.
and there i go again.
mess was cleaned up.
exhausting months was over.
pain already faded.
and im moving fast.
too fast i hit someone.
then another one..
and damn struck badly to another one.
ouch...love struck?
hope it wasn't..
another messy end for me.
tsk poor me.. can't stop hittin
again and again and again.
this what i call my fantasys' wheel.
gigglin, jumpin around like friday.
silly week for me to be.
will it last another week.
to month, to year..
those butterflies hanging around.
they're pretty, whoa! and really interestin.
sad side is.. they're just in realm of dreams.
a fantasy.
haist.. crossing again the border.
a nap would bring me back..
;) "trust me."
i hope it could.
mess was cleaned up.
exhausting months was over.
pain already faded.
and im moving fast.
too fast i hit someone.
then another one..
and damn struck badly to another one.
ouch...love struck?
hope it wasn't..
another messy end for me.
tsk poor me.. can't stop hittin
again and again and again.
this what i call my fantasys' wheel.
gigglin, jumpin around like friday.
silly week for me to be.
will it last another week.
to month, to year..
those butterflies hanging around.
they're pretty, whoa! and really interestin.
sad side is.. they're just in realm of dreams.
a fantasy.
haist.. crossing again the border.
a nap would bring me back..
;) "trust me."
i hope it could.
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
TRAVIAN: Philippine Server 1 Entry I
A girl sobbing messaged her bestfriend askin', "bes, how would i know that
a boy loves me and would stay with me for a longer time?" it always happens whenever
her relationship comes uneasy and falling. her bestfriend didn't reply to her msg.
instead, fetched the girl and gave her a dinner treat in an "isaw" restaurant,
and enjoyed the night with petty stories bout their childhood.
after sometime, the girl called her bestfriend confiding her griefs about her boyfriend who is dating somebody else, and not acknowledging any of her calls anymore.
the bestfriend went online and ordered flowers for the girl with a note, "he's not your loss and he doesn't know how valuable the treasure he just have left."
its has been a while that the girl didn't bother her bestfriend.
concerned bout the girl, the bestfriend, with flowers and an old box nicely tied with a ribbon went to the girl's place one night for a visit, rang the doorbell and was shocked. A stranger, almost naked, buttoning his jeans opened the door. dropping the flowers and the box by the door, the bestfriend struck the stranger's face and they began to collide with each other. the girl, seeing all this, lost her temper and drove her bestfriend away. the girl was angry and asked the bestfriend not to bother her anymore.
as the bestfriend left, the girl picked up the flowers and the box then threw them away not bothering to look at it.
the next day, an old lady- a beggar, knocked on the girl's door with the flowers and the box on her arms. she told the girl to keep what she just have thrown, cause it might mean a life to her and worth to keep. the girl was moved by the old lady's eyes and took the box.
month's passed and the boyfriend left her again. she remembered her bestfriend and the box that the old lady returned to her. she decided to open the box and saw a note that says: "march 1, 2009 and it's been 18 years." inside the box contains her letters to the bestfriend, their keepsakes, a small photograph album containing their chosen memorable portraits from childhood to later years. and at the bottom she found letters for her, unmailed ones with blotches of ink made from tear drops mostly on addressee portion. most of it are dated in their teenage years to college years....
and one unique card, a new one, written:
"keep this key for it holds all the answers of those unanswered questions you've been asking for so long and only the beholder of this key can unlock the heart thats been so long reserved and dedicated."
inside the card is a neatly fastened braided silver and gold necklace with a petite gold key amulet. unconciously, tears ran down her eyes. at that moment, she realized that all those years, her bestfriend always comforts her whenever darkness covers her. laughs with her from all those naughty things shes done with her lovers. treated and pampered her like a princess, gave life to every hopelessness she have in life.
her mind flashed to everything that she has been through with her bestfriend..
... He was the best guy she ever had.
a boy loves me and would stay with me for a longer time?" it always happens whenever
her relationship comes uneasy and falling. her bestfriend didn't reply to her msg.
instead, fetched the girl and gave her a dinner treat in an "isaw" restaurant,
and enjoyed the night with petty stories bout their childhood.
after sometime, the girl called her bestfriend confiding her griefs about her boyfriend who is dating somebody else, and not acknowledging any of her calls anymore.
the bestfriend went online and ordered flowers for the girl with a note, "he's not your loss and he doesn't know how valuable the treasure he just have left."
its has been a while that the girl didn't bother her bestfriend.
concerned bout the girl, the bestfriend, with flowers and an old box nicely tied with a ribbon went to the girl's place one night for a visit, rang the doorbell and was shocked. A stranger, almost naked, buttoning his jeans opened the door. dropping the flowers and the box by the door, the bestfriend struck the stranger's face and they began to collide with each other. the girl, seeing all this, lost her temper and drove her bestfriend away. the girl was angry and asked the bestfriend not to bother her anymore.
as the bestfriend left, the girl picked up the flowers and the box then threw them away not bothering to look at it.
the next day, an old lady- a beggar, knocked on the girl's door with the flowers and the box on her arms. she told the girl to keep what she just have thrown, cause it might mean a life to her and worth to keep. the girl was moved by the old lady's eyes and took the box.
month's passed and the boyfriend left her again. she remembered her bestfriend and the box that the old lady returned to her. she decided to open the box and saw a note that says: "march 1, 2009 and it's been 18 years." inside the box contains her letters to the bestfriend, their keepsakes, a small photograph album containing their chosen memorable portraits from childhood to later years. and at the bottom she found letters for her, unmailed ones with blotches of ink made from tear drops mostly on addressee portion. most of it are dated in their teenage years to college years....
and one unique card, a new one, written:
"keep this key for it holds all the answers of those unanswered questions you've been asking for so long and only the beholder of this key can unlock the heart thats been so long reserved and dedicated."
inside the card is a neatly fastened braided silver and gold necklace with a petite gold key amulet. unconciously, tears ran down her eyes. at that moment, she realized that all those years, her bestfriend always comforts her whenever darkness covers her. laughs with her from all those naughty things shes done with her lovers. treated and pampered her like a princess, gave life to every hopelessness she have in life.
her mind flashed to everything that she has been through with her bestfriend..
... He was the best guy she ever had.
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