cycling curses

once i thought it would be a great symbol,
good one to keep and have with wherever you would be.
no matter how simple, or how elegant it would be.
to wear it would mean a life, an overwhelming joy.
but then not all are blessed with that life nor joy.
a redundant fluctuation of what has been started,
a ghost in life that fills me curses and damnation.
and snaps me again and again, and again.


 "ring"

who am i?

im...



:')

part of the journey
count some more years,
walk some more,
darkness will be silenced.
who cares?
no one, nobody really.
"they come and go.."
and that's reality.
you're good as "passer by"

:')

penguin

silly
funny
cute
cuddly
where a heart longs to rest
stays when your away

did you know that when a penguin found his mate, he will stay with her forever?

.♥.


would you be my penguin?

:">









"My Paper Heart"

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Tears fall, down your face
The taste, is something new
Something that
I know moving on is,
Easiest when I am around you.

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Waiting, day to day it goes through
My lips, are sealed for her
My tongue is,
Tied to, a dream of being with you
To settle for less, is not what I prefer

So bottle up old love,
And throw it out to sea,
Watch it away as you cry
A year has passed
The seasons go

Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me please I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

Summer time, the nights are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

Summer time, the nights they are so long
The leaves fall down,
and so do I into the arms of a friend
Winter nights
My bedside is cold, for I am gone
And spring blossoms you to me

.♥.

there's no point of being depressed,
with or without, life must go on.
i am strong...
i am..
i will.

.♥.

missin u..

spaghetti loop of "Life"

boot sectors are down,
memory usage burns,
accessibility hangs,
disabled structured operation
through frequent crashing
and processor intrusions
now unable handle exception.
fed by zeros and ones,
pushed by procedures and routines,
journalizing new instructions
in ext4 filesystems.
for new operating system
minimizing bugs and trojans
and flush some obsolete commands.
with every queue delay instance,
be reading your data compilation
and help this ocular lens
be impenetrable by infections.
to jam and freeze the keys from
automated and redundantly pressing " :(( "

one day for a lifetime

................

words are not faithful
tend to break and fool
lies are so thoughtful
always reminds my soul

aren't you ashamed?
are you that naive?
aren't you loved?
or you're just stupid?

................