emptying the null

hit hit hit whichever be struck.
soul soul soul.. hit the heart.
where lies all the lies
hate hate hate.. hit the mind..
devil's logic grumbles, sneers.
drum rolls for the entrance
beats as legions of devils are marching
blood splashes whenever these hands waves
grief and crawling cries
misery embraces with fear
darkness darkness darkness
blind perceives it all grey.
weighing life at no basis
no turning point,
no resting place,
sneer my boy, smile grimly.
groom this hideous scars
with black happy thoughts
unleash all spirits of deceit.
no more tears to creep,
untainted eyes lies mourns for death
shields now tarnishing
from the scratches in the crypt.
lament.. lament.. lament..
without tears, without emotions
untangle this twisted ruins
fold it to like a coffin
keep this flesh warm
with fake affections
with meaningless turns and runs
squealing sorrow spills out a wind
to push and move along
leading to nowhere
alongside with damnation
and scent of death.






"nang dahil sa redbull."
:))
ewan..
need ko lang magshift ng mood..
penge let ng redbull
:))

soundly

soul touching the piano keys
smoothly, notes dancing me to sleep.
calm emotions been flowing my veins.
like a falling maple leaf on my feet.
rare gush of calm wind envelops my being,
with those string combinations echoes
my sleeping evilness, negativity dissolves
pouring a steam of love and longings
to home, to the angels, to my life.
those tapped piano keys smiles at darkness.
cold music weaving the air i breathe
how many tears have fallen?
as notes tickles these eyes.
as that cold music keep my cold heart warm,
alive, freeing from vagueness
startled from the world, now exhausted
grabbing the pillows that has been there
and always playing and fooling around.
misinterpreted in most ways, tempted.
i am meek, enduring the strength that stayed
unconsciously, i didn't notice i have.
strength those notes have awaken.
as geisha's hymn to soothe my soul
clothe with calm notes of wooden flute.
now i again sleep for cleansing and the life
i have forsaken, the happiness in hope,
the smiles for love.