travian

quite good, mind reading decision making moves.
the more time exerted, the more passion laid.
with strength and love she gave,
devoting time and affection.
leaving reality behind,
pushing something unreal but
redirecting life to be occupied.
she gives me such intensity
this flesh reaching its limits, and beyond.
and that's how i love her.
such a baby, my honey so sweet to be with.
with those unpredictable moment i rush,
and metaphorically said words.
those tears i've cost her,
and bleeding nights of heart.
you're always there with me, for me.
when boredom swallows my day,
she lights me up, enraging the fire
casting out my stone-scaled skin
incinerating impossibles in life.
to move on, and be happy with it.

(chuckle)

tortoise

thought of closing all channels
my other realm, and devote with one.
this humble art i may lay for
freedom it seeks and not to be taken.
those hasty unpredictable changes
and intolerable moments, kept in a box.
indistinct prejudgement soars
as beholder's proven meekness
to push a point in breaking the norms.
selfish.. 'will always be like this.
going in and out of the shell,
scribing all the thoughts, tired.
but this wall has been always been a friend.
letting the scriber draw the ink
leaving all traces to form an art.
as those i left, figuratively they're an art.
a treasure, someday someone will perceive.
sigh, more art to lose.

soundly

soul touching the piano keys
smoothly, notes dancing me to sleep.
calm emotions been flowing my veins.
like a falling maple leaf on my feet.
rare gush of calm wind envelops my being,
with those string combinations echoes
my sleeping evilness, negativity dissolves
pouring a steam of love and longings
to home, to the angels, to my life.
those tapped piano keys smiles at darkness.
cold music weaving the air i breathe
how many tears have fallen?
as notes tickles these eyes.
as that cold music keep my cold heart warm,
alive, freeing from vagueness
startled from the world, now exhausted
grabbing the pillows that has been there
and always playing and fooling around.
misinterpreted in most ways, tempted.
i am meek, enduring the strength that stayed
unconsciously, i didn't notice i have.
strength those notes have awaken.
as geisha's hymn to soothe my soul
clothe with calm notes of wooden flute.
now i again sleep for cleansing and the life
i have forsaken, the happiness in hope,
the smiles for love.

kakatuwa

ang sabi niya wag ko daw seryosohin..
e di fine, hindi seseryosohin..
problema ba yun?

syempre naman, bat ba naman niya ako seseryosohin?
kung siya mismo nagsabi, wag ko daw seryosohin..
tama naman di ba?

ahahaha

nakakatuwa
nkakatawa
oppss...
nakakainis
nakakaiyak




~
sayang ulet?
uhmmn.
oks lang, sabi nga nya sakin
"ganun ka naman talaga, madaling makalimot."
sus me, e di gawin ulit.
problema ba yun?

naways.. enjoy your coming day.
makakalimot din ako after sometime..

watching from keeps

another week to ran through
with smoke to breathe on,
an alcohol to dance me to sleep
leaving all my health thoughts.
boredom grin and perfect sighs,
ending up the crying lunacy
within these imperfect flesh.
thankful i still got my bed
completing my action-packed idle days.
having a glance outside my borders
saw new series to bookmark on.
those energy-draining moments,
energized with new words to decode,
new whispers to feed my heart.
mind and heart processing together
formulating theories, and analysis.
answering questions on "how to be with the author".
as i am walking through my darkness
distant from my fort and walls,
sadness lures my being thus
offered strength to face ancient wars.
touched my past, untangling disputes
sadly, failures recoils in its own ways.
let that past find its own self,
i just want to plea for a lasting peace
again, a trance wherein past afraid of and flees.
i want a change, past's change for my angels.
for them when this flesh will elevate its spirit
from this wicked ash turning cell.
i want a life, a new one.
a voice tapped me, "why don't you choose someone."
"away, start your new life with that one."
hmmmn... building a new fort and walls.
i love it, if i'll be doing it for and with you.