life that begun @ september

lets close our eyes
held each others hands
levitate our souls
leave our carnal walls
mellow dances and warm cuddles
on our innermost emotions
with reality's promised sweetness
your lap, my head wanted to rest
hand on heart, groping words it beats
on my head, pulsating my thoughts
believing on "trust me" words
i do, proving it with your actions
with the love your heart pours
and care your hand's caresses
with you, to close til open my eyes
sweetest smiles painted on this face
and heart cuddling yours
where everything is timeless
touching your hair, your face
lovely nose and petite lips
always love your presence
with your silly reactions
every time we're caught in tensions
aligning our unparalleled thoughts
with your smiles that slays
and jokes this mind says
your pretty love and cares
gives me warmth and resting place
where every being of my darkness cease

mimpi indah

darkness brooch the room
each pulse on same rhythm
hushing hearts in silence
touches took sanity's absence
took my sight with those eyes
and sweetest smile that slays
meeting beyond ruling boundaries
joy in every thin chances
to love and give other's caress
choking the fast dripping time to pass
to dwell the greatest among emotions
swirl around, dance along its trails
holding tight on each others hands
and breathe and fill the voidness
sparked the dream among the dreams

moment of silence

sleep to death
to cease my hate
to change the fate
a life to keep

i wept

should i sleep?
must have i shunned?
rush of being betrayed,
gnashing of tortured hope,
emotionally whored,
amplified hatred,
soul wished be burned
consuming cries screamed,
wept words from cursed
aphrodite of all undeserved.
crumbled realm succumbed,
a fake joy's aftermath.
from deception was consoled
fidelity godly played
hallucinated faith,
false fate on sight
unacceptable promises dazed
a fallen being , condemned.
a vile spirited droid.
captivated and crippled

darkness' cry

gasping air to breathe
falling on endless pit
tangled emotions cried
to subdue some guilt
all twisted regrets freed
dashing downward beneath
fair heaven's twilight
beamed upon, grappled
to each strand of hope
struggling for a lift

entitled... hush

nothing to prove whose fault
nor why did it went through that
never ending discussion and agreement
wrapping up the day on the last tick
emotions run dry purging the thought
of those imbalanced disagreement
and incumbent immense conflict
cutting the life vein on this hand
soothing the ascending misery of faith
groping for remaining blood to drip
as these dried leaves pricks these aged feet
is breathing still worth a seat?
to live and believe desolation to deplete?
conquered a third of life, still damned
seemingly all of the purpose had left
whistling winds emboss life into a rigid rock
as tuned haunting dreams are blown like dried sand
decorated all the past neatly on this lifeless track