the sigh

putting a dot on our beginning
anyone would say im crazy for doing
months past but still having
hard time getting over loving
is this my second time deeply falling?
a real love for so long im wishing?
are these regrets that i'm feeling?
still feeling my arms wrap around your being
wherein been too long i've stopped reaching
i'm still afraid your voice i'll be hearing
still afraid of the end of what i'll be starting
silence.. that may help, i hope it will be helping.
but with you, i'm still longing.
with you, i keep on loving.

going under

events have screwed up
hollow mind seeking hope
from antiquities of barren life
defied the spirit laws and harmony
and dumped a honey filled heart
believing that heart would freed
from the gnashing love sown from the dead
amplifying the solitary plead
screaming for more hate
crying for more heartbreak
tormenting this flesh til it bleed

white flag

months have rolled
silence still ripples
waiting for the drought
and for the tormented hearts
to settle and be mended
things may have been failed
to shed tears on what we've left
and whisper with ourselves
our fault, we should have stayed
all things can be discussed
misunderstandings can be settled
i'm sorry, months of being silenced
months of us not being part of our lives.

the silence

drilling the crystals of hydrogen
into the depths of my plain haven
to be back on my shell again
for a deep sleep and shields be hardened
and my fading soul be darkened


no more.. no more...
:)

.♥.

Someone's gone away
Forever
Someone's gone away
Too soon
Did they take him
Up to Heaven
Or did they take him
To the moon?
Nobody answers
Sll her questions
So she gazes at the skies
Maybe someday
When she's all
Grown up
She'll join them
In their lies.
And just before
She turns away
She crafts a little smile:
"someday i will take this flowers to the sky."

.♥.

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
coz she’s all that I see and she’s all that I need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's a masterful melody when she calls out my name to me
as the world spins around her she laughs, rolls her eyes
and i feel like i'm falling but it's no surprise
coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

it's her hair and her eyes today
that just simply take me away
and the feeling that i'm falling further in love
makes me shiver but in a good way
all the times i have sat and stared
as she thoughtfully thumbs through her hair
and she purses her lips, bats her eyes as she plays,
with me sitting there slack-jawed and nothing to say

coz i love her with all that i am
and my voice shakes along with my hands
cause it's frightening to be swimming in this strange sea
but i'd rather be here than on land
yes she's all that i see and she's all that i need
and i'm out of my league once again

.♥.

"Ngayon ikaw ay nagbalik
At tulad ko rin ang iyong pananabik
Makita ang dating kanlungan
Tahanan ng ating tula at pangarap
Ngayon ay naglaho na
Saan hahanapin pa?"




sa bawat yapak ng bukas,
anino'y kayakap ng iyong bakas.
duyan nang iyong kahulugan
ang buhay na aking kulungan.
sa bawat sulyap sa kanluran
kasabay mga bulong ng ating kahapon.
mga namuong pangarap'y dumadampi
sa bawat luhang nananaghoy sa ngiti'y nakakubli.
tumitigil ang lahat ng katwiran
sa t'wing alaala'y sasaglit at ako'y hahagkan
at sa bawat hinaharap na hininga'y
kalungkuta't aninong tumatangis yayakapi't siyang aagapay.

:'(